today i realised a very scary thing...
I HAVE SPENT ONE AND HALF A HOLIDAYS LE...
god...so amny things i planned to do still havnt done...
gosh...want to eat shit man...
so...i decided!!!!!
i will stop wasting my precious time from tomoro on...
lets list wat i m going to do now..
1.do my holiday assignments----start tomoro, ask frens wat r the assighments...
2.do huixun---start frm tomoro...spent the rest of my holidays on it
3.write the book introducing de gao----finish tomoro
4.finish the gao owe zhiwei n huixun----finish today

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listed le...but still feel very uncomfortable or lonely...
feel like my part of my heart is hollow...can hear the echo of loneliness when be quiet n listen carefully......
i think i still go stn which i havnt finished...
i din reach the aim i set at the beginging of the holidays...
i associated wif the person...
so miss the person...
want to see the person agn...
n the person's smile...
the warmth of the person's smile may be able to lighten up my black hollow heart...
juz want to see the person agn...n talk to the person...
tot i will never be the person's gd fren or wat...
juz want to see person agn....
i know i will have very less chance to see the person in the future...
so far nt saw the person many times...
en....twice or three times...maybe...
juz want to see the person....

plus the undo homework...
n the forthcoming hard year...
i felt the echo of loneliness in my heart sound agn......