spent half of the day at baoguan...
was actually to help them pack goodies bags for the event tml... the event was like... for u to meet sum sport stars like lee jia wei n ramey wong n so... n play sum games wif them... "sounds" very interesting.....

i asked xiuhui n yiwei these two sian ppl to cum down n help pack goodie bags... they r still on holidays... why uni students so free??
coz zhiwei was running ard wif a group of students for the first few "hrs"... so until like 4plus, he came back n instructed us wat to do... before tat caixun had came down to do her labels...

she juz came back frm hongkong... n she is reali a bai jin nv, mammonist, spent 4000$ in one week!!!! pls take note, its 4000 sin dollars nt ren min bi... wah... based on wat she said, she n her frens everyday went ard n shop thoese branded shops n crazily buy watever tat want to buy...
mai dong xi chi dong xi, mai dong xi chi dong xi...
she until now still cant forget the taste of hongkong diamsin... n the an-dao, stylish n handsome guys walking in the street... hahaha... she reali had a veri gd time there...

after "works", da niel suggested to go for party world at bishan... coz he got a free 4 hrs voucher... (reali found a rite person to cum le...muhahahahaha...)
we dined at long john at j8... n chatted on how to maintain relationship between n ns guy n his gf... n of coz including caixun hongkong trip...

ard 7pm, arrived at party world... we were like shouting n playing n joking when we were singing... temporary forgot siping's advice tat "singing muz be serious"... haha...
it's the first few times xiuhui went to ktv... n she was nt tat kind of ppl who like singing n hardly pass the mic to others... but for tis time, she made a first exception... sang few songs alone wifout accompany of yiwei ... wow... haha... caixun was like so "high"... cldnt stop standing up n doing a lot of posture or dancing when singing... like a mini concert of hers... haha...
can relax myself n juz sing wat i want to sing... previous times singing wif siping n shimei... was a bit panicked n as if i cant sing wrongly... or in short, we were "practising"... hahaha... plus they r so gd singers... haha... but im nt saying tat caixun n xiuhui sing very bad lah... as in... haha...(<--dry laugh...)
yiwei is such a powerful singer... caixun kept shouting "oh shit!!" when she sing wrongly or out of tune... haha... so in the end, once she sing wrongly, the rest will automatically say "shit!" for her...

the climax of the nite shold be the second last song, shan zhe lei guang de jue ding by wu pei ci... haha... it was a very old song n i first heard tis song was at my age of 12 or so... huax... such a long tym le... n caixun n da niel happened to like tis song, so we were more lyk almost shouting the lyrics during singing it... din even care the our tempo went wrong...haha...
took sum photos after tat n then went home...
think tats the all for todae... anything missed will be post up later...hahaha...

 

xiuhui at "duck shop"... she putting one $10 note into my cloth... 

 

caixun at "duck shop"... sit like a shao nai nai summore... 

 

two chio bu n one pig acting cute... 

 

yiwei at "chicken shop"... zou yong you bao...haha... 

 

caixun posing like a singer... its juz one of the various... 

 

jiahao bdae celebration at muchuan, jiahao n another bdae gal were on the stage n jianhua was toking to e gal... n was the gal flirting to jiahao?? seems so... haha... 

 

sports day, silei, tingjie, me, mingen, huimei, ligen n wenjing... i was closing eyes n where was wenjing looking at?? 

 

yifeng, xiaohan, bingrong n xiuhui, where was i?? the one who took pic lah!! (rubbish..=.=!!) 

 

xiaohan concert... xiaohan, bingrong, xiuhui n me... xiaohan so beautiful tat day n my face is so oily~ 

 
lets talk abt the things happened all these days bah...

school result
in short, i din do so well for my mid-yr, a math n science failed is expected, the rest r performed so-so... emath passed, juz dun like the tcher who went thru the paper... she spent almost 45 mins to go thru the first 7 qns....
n frankly speaking she doesnt reali know how to explain n go thru the paper, she put too much focus on SLANGING... yes, slanging...
take an example, when she say, "before i move on to...", she muz pronounce the "rai" between "before" n "i"...
it's ok for her to do so, but it's too obvious tat she very casiouly stress sum pronounciation which shldnt be heard when a normal person talk...
she cld hav tok like a normal ppl... but she juz wanted to show sth like slanging accent n show how gd is her english... n it's well known tat she is nt gd at english at all...
i like ms suhila... she is the one take the ms slanging' turn n go thru the rest of the paper... the way she tok is very short n clear... i like it, so do the rest...
ok... i know im nt in a position to complain abt it as my english is worse... much worse... god knows my oral prelim is on next tuesday...
human ok, i know my geography is a piece of waste paper... my fren told me i get 24 for my social studies SEQ... 25 full marks...
so surprised... but i still get 60 plus for my combine human... so my geo muz be very poor...
english juz passed... so much ppl failed tis time... so quite satisfied... haha...

sports day
to prepare for the sports day, last fri i stayed overnite at baoguan wif dongdong n bingrong...
it's so fun... we went out to buy sum tibitzs n instant noodles to eat at midnite... n had very fun chatting time... both of them r funni jokers...

however, din manage to finish wats supposed to be finished... so the day after tat in which sat, stayed until 1am, juz to finish the logistics wif xiaohan n yifeng... will never get bored doing works wif 2 of them... they juz cldnt stop joking ard n arguing... as u know, the way they argue is reali hilarious... or even comical... super match couple r they...

sports day finally cum... it's quite a success... everyone had quite fun time... n oso met sum ppl whom long tym never see... like xianzhu, xiubin n luzhuo...

the station games in morning is a bit unorganised... n sum stations r reali very boring... as in the comments made by sum ppl... but glad tat everyone still had a gd time...
afternoon, we had our captain's ball competition... rui ying was defeated by qun ying... they so strong, i got to say... n they reali play rough... but it's for the proud of the group after all...
when competing wif syd/cff, they play against the team made up of yingguan like liuzhen, aileen, xiaohan, weilai, eileen, hansen n me... haha... it's so fun... silei played so hard... so as the other ppl... but anway, we din smell any gunpowder as we compete wif other groups...
the final is qun ying against lingying... qun ying won at the end... shimei get hurt during the game... now she has stiffneck... until next mon she still has to move her whole body juz in order to turn to a side...
play piggybacking game in between, i carry aileen n weilai carry siping... ran short run... n then i carry jiashuai aileen carry xiaohan... i won le...hahaha... jiashuai u so light...haha...

the hide n see oso very fun... silei, siping n tingjie can go n nominate the "best actress"... they act like they r nt involved in the game when other came forward n reveal their status
the game is basically tat every group will receive a set of clues n muz use it to search for a ppl in the txy family... they will get two sets, one is the specific one tat each group has to find out before use the second set of clues to find out the final one tat every group aiming for...
we secretly contacted each so-called "culprits" tat which group will look for him or her... n during the actual day, cannot easily let other ppl find out she or he is the one certain group ppl are looking for...
silei siping n tingjie reali very "acting"... untill the last moment they were still able to psycho the group to search for another ppl...
tingjie shld be the winning one... coz lingying is the gp to look for tingjie... when xiaoying saw the clues in hand n cldnt figure out who is the person she supposed to catch... tingjie went to her n pretend to "help" xiaoying to find the person...
god knows the person xiaoying deperately looking for was right standing beside her...
hahahaha...

the bbq is quite fun oso... we shared our food wif one another... n built up the frenship between each qps... it's reali very glad to see so many newbies initially came to each groups n share sth wif them... went to play basketball wif tingjie, simin, fanda, yuzhi, huifoon, yijun, mingen, hansen...etc in the halfway... so fun... the so called "chung ching gang" went against the "anti-chung ching gang"... n the funni huifoon disguised as a chong ching student n join the chung ching gang... u ashamed dumanian... hahaha...

saw gladys... haha... still so funni.. wat a pity yanyi was nt there, otherwise the S.H.I.T can reunite le, since silei n i was there...haha...
yifeng was going ard bagging for food... haha...
saw jianhui on tat day... said hello to him n he din reply anw... lost of words.........

got to know sum ppl or know sum ppl more... especially those newbies... they so cute...haha... like simin fanda wangdan jeffrey... n more n more... of coz included the cutest ruiying newbies lah...^^
xinyao arrived at evening... heard she changed her working department frm straitstime to newpaper... haha...
had reali fun time... n oso very tiring day...

jiahao bdae celebration
the following mon is jiahao bdae... siping leonard songyu shimei.... n i planned to giv him a surprise...
n my job is to pull him into muchuan after 7:30... it's so hard.. man...
he kept asking why cant go earlier why cant go earlier.. haha...but in the end, he seemed to understand wat on earth we were trying to do... coz he started keeping quiet after abt 6plus when we were going to muchuan... met da-niel n his dear, fenglin at toa payoh... they juz returned frm taiwan trip... chatted ard 30mins while they finished their dinner at tpy...
then went to muchuan lah... as the normal routine... same opening speech of mon-ster... only diff is tat bingrong made his first time to muchuan... he seemed to like tat place a lot... it's nt a long time frm seeing him become our vocal classmate...hahaha...

during the performance, they paused a while, n invited the two bdae babies of the day up to the stage (wil post the photo up here)... one of them is jiahao lah... they sang a happy birthday song together... haha... jiahao was so shy on the stage... haha...
in the meantime, siping brought a chocolate cake out n shared it ard the whole muchuan... like the feeling tat as in all the ppl in muchuan were like a family liddat...^^
ah du performed a song, the theme song of xian jian qi xia zhuan, for jiahao... gosh... song yu oso played the game n is a fan of the game like us... summore he bought the vcd of the drama series tat adapted frm the game... wow!!!!!!!!! muz borrow frm him... hahaha... so cheapskat ah me... haha..
after tat went for pool, had oso a very fun time there...

wat going to do
todae went china embassy n renewed the travel permit... the procedures was much faster than i expected... so spent a whole afternoon at geylang east library... slept n woke up n slept n woke up... untill 5 plus then went home

finally cleared my 39 dollars library fine... haiz... broke ah me... received a call frm jiahao he said he want to go clark quay n ask ah du abt sth abt the budget air... was asking me to go along n then said no need le no need le... dun know wat on earth was he doing??? like going on a mysterious date wif him liddat...hahahahaha...

but anw, jiahao is going back taiwan for abt 1 week... haiz... so bored if he left... lucklily he din go back for one month... then short of a fren to play wif le...

dongdong is oso going back beijing for abt 4 days... then cum back on next mon... seeing her off on thurs night... dun know tat rich ppl r doing wat... buy a ticket n juz go back for few days... nt worthwhile at all mah... especially dongdong, she is oso going on the su zhou trip wif txy during june holidays... as if she going back home like going to another block behind her home liddat... haiz... once think tat she is leaving for canada after o level, im like so sad.... haiz... dongdong yah dongdong... can u stay here for juz another 2 yrs?? how cruel r u... dump me alone here... haiz...

was going to sing kbox wif rebecca(yuting) n eileen (minwei) tml... but minwei suddenly said she wiill be on another matter tml... first time called their ang-moh name, so fresh...haha..
so the kbox session postpone to next week lah... never sing kbox wif minwei before... shld be very fun oso...haha..

why am i so free recently??? coz school is doing a "mother tongue drilling" for the sec 4 students for the impending "o" level... since i hav finished my o level chinese n tchers dun want me to sleep infront of the students during the class, so i, excused frm school lah...haha...
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juz be happy... even though there is still sth i cant take it or nt going in my way... juz look ahead... juz want to tell myself...

 
DISGUSSTING!!!!!!

I WAS PITYING MYSELF......

SO DISGUSTING!!!!!

so wat if other ppl dun take me seriously?? so wat if i was nt as gd as others?? so wat if i lose n see they r smirking inside their stupid, fake, ass sickening faces?? i dun hav to worship anyone, anything... im the god of mine, im the one i myself worship to, im the one im...
....................

haiz....................

 
it's been a long time since i updated my blog last time....
i was nt planning to leave tis blog as a ruin for another 4 months...
anyway, happened sth recently.... abt frens abt family n many many many things else...

it's nt the first time, but thanks music this invention, which saved me frm drwoning in this disappointing world agn n agn....

羅美玲 愛一直閃亮

我一個人的沙發上　
還有你擁抱的力量 起身才看見孤單的形狀　
在空氣裡曝光明明是咖啡不加糖　
怎麼喝還是懶洋洋
你不在的天氣裝了開關　
碰到天亮就黑暗
我以為愛一直閃亮　現在剩一個人堅強
想念在手中　張開變翅膀　我還懂不懂飛翔
我看見 愛一直在閃亮　想逃的心改變了方向
只因這城市情歌太悲傷　
才讓一碗熱湯　紅了眼眶
電視裡愛情播不完　怎麼轉才能離開現場
如果我承認你讓我很難忘　結局能不能換

first time listened tis song is frm a chinese drama series "frens" (ming yang si hai)
was crying crying n crying when i watched a part which is saying tat a guy who went to acknowleged a childhood fren, very gd fren, who had been a super star...
it's known tat the guy love the gal since they were young
but the gal has been in a relationship wif a man, a rich n wif status, so she try to be cold towards the guy... even though the gal knows tat she love the guy deeply....
but for fame, for money... or for everything realistic or wat... the gal turned the guy away...

when getting older n older, i found it's harder n harder to find a person or even a fren whom u can tell ur words frm the bottom of ur heart to...
i dun know why.... i used to share my unhappiness wif my frens... but now, i cant do so wif too many scruples...
reminded of sth mr.hong said, existentialism...
which means the value of a person is based on the assessment made by others...
it's very pesimistic... but it's a truth...
tats why we always pursue the fame... money... beauty... social... n everything tat represent a status in the society...
im nt so desire for those things... but i strongly believe the exsitence of existentialism...
i saw it frm my fren, frm my family, ppl ard me, n even myslef...
i though i can always lead a live the way im...
but i cant... wif the assessment, i cant even be myself... or even sth called "comparing"...
i know i set a higher expectation for myself, but why there still sum ppl think it's fun n interesting to compete wif me...
do they juz want to see the face i was defeated??
they juz want to show sth off in front me...
im sure the ppl i meant will nt read my blog... so dun think u were the person i meant...
hard to say, juz few days ago, a person i will never expect him to read my blog did so...
drop tis topic...

i think too much...
lets categorised wat i said today into the "gumble of the day"...
i dun want u to think too much, or try to figure out who r the persons i meant...
ur curiousty abt this thing will make me feel more n more uncomfortable in front of u, or awkarwd...