GET crazy for project superstar recently...
once preconceived tat tis show is nt quality assured... juz bcoz know two skillful singers were disqualified during the first few rounds...
n the reasons seems r their appearance....
a show judge contestants' appearance before their singing skill is nt worth watching...
thus i miss the previous shows...
until like left 5 contestants for each gender category then i started watching the show...
speaking franklly, i was so touched...
nt becoz their singing skill (partially...) but how the show is presented...
they keep featuring the cruelity of the show...
the eliminated singers' tears... their sweat as in how they hav been working for the same goal... n the moment the result given out, everyone, whoever qualified ones or disqualified ones, were crying n hugging each other....
OMG... i juz cldnt help being touched by tis kind of hypocrical warmth...
ok... i rather believe they r true to each other... n the tears were shed for truly relunctance of being apart or wat...
n maybe rite after the show they may be going out to celebrate wif their frens for kicking out a contestant in their roads to champion...
n they may draw a BIG cross on the distorted poster of the eliminated contestant on the wall of their rooms...
but im juz veri touched...
here im, support sum contestants...

1. derrick
the cutest contestant in the competition... n i was so amazed by his singing last time... its so powerful n stable tat u hardly can pick up a shortcuming...
n the way he move, he behave... n the grimaced face he make everytime...
OMG... who can get cuter than him???
though he is rather short... but its ok... who say superstar muz be like f4 tat wif a height of 1.8m???
summore f4 is never a superstar but a money generater...
(sadly i once spent quite a lot of money on them... cant bear mentioning the innocent n stupid past...)

2. wei lian
a guy wif vision difficulity... i hav nt comments on his behaviour... coz being nt able to see properly hinder him frm behaving like a superstar... its firgivable n acceptable... as long as his powerful singing skill help him ascent all the way until the last few rounds...

3.xinhui
OMG...OMG...OMG...
i guess she is the few best singers in the competition... in terms of her singing, appearance, the move on the stage, how she perform...
GREAT.......
great....
great...................

4.kelly
OMG agn... she is so cute like u cant move her sighs away frm her when she perform...
i think she muz be the last four singers fighting for the superstar crown...

project superstar, got u then got him/her (*you ni jiu you ta*)...

 
have finally moved into my new home at tampinese...for tat my internet hadnt been fixed for few days... so sort of lost my contacts wif sum of my frens for abt 2wks...

in tis 2 wks... so happening... happened so many things which is so extremly unpredictable to me...yet it appeared in my n my frens' lifes...
fortunately most of it r considered gd news to me...

in case i will forget one day, better write it down first...

1.zizi get married n had a boy baby the end of last yr
the first thing i do after my internet is fixed is to go n check my email box...
there was a mail frm huiting (to my frens, these ppl i mention r my close frens in taiwan)...
she asked me to contact her asap...
she got in contact wif yuting(nt rebecca or...), keke n zizi these few days...
ever since i last time went back to taiwan tat is abt almost 2yrs ago, i havnt seen her these yrs...
n last time i chatted wif her online is oso long tym ago... coz she was preparing for their uni entrance exam...
i havnt been seeing zizi n keke since the june of 2003... n lost contact wif them since then...
im to blame for all these, coz i lost a bk tat contain the contacts of almost all my frens... included them...
yuting is the worst, last tym saw her is my sec school graduation ceremony at june 2002...

the most shocking thing tat freezed me on the spot is tat...
zizi had got married last yr n had a boy baby end of last yr...
suddenly i lost my words...
the gal who had gone thru so many gd n hard times is a mother now...
she formed her own family...
i felt like crying... coz i was so touched... tat now she had stepped into a brand new phase of her life...
i cldnt forget the times we spent together... we used to hang ard once we dun hav sch...
we went to so many places...
we went cyber cafe n chatted online... she made lots of boyfren online...
n everytimes they broke up... the first person she looked for is me...
we shared our dreams...
she once wanted to be an hair designer... n once a time, the night before the sch level spotcheck, i went to her for helf coz i din hav my hair cut ontime...
so she cut for me...
at the void deck of her house... remebered tat she bring down newspaper n those cutting stuffs... cut my hair on the spot...
altho it turned out to be.... to be i hav to go barber agn...
but i will never forget it...
at the small park beside the apartment of her house... where we used to sit there n shared lots of things... secrets...dreams...n many many more...
she used to be inconfident in love, relationship... in result of her background...
in short, she has a broke family...
but she is a veri positive person... who always encourage her frens in many repects...
she had sum unforgettable relationships...
to her inconfidence n yet the reliance on love, i understand the most...
for so many times i accompanied her to get over each broke relationship...
at the age of us tat time, we always search for those petty things to annoy abt...
i think is juz to show tat we r grown up... had our own worries...
after tat i then realised this fact...
i so miss the days, at there the worries r nr worries... we cld still eat, sleep, study, hang out wif frens as usual... think in a life, everyone muz has gone thru the stage tat we pick up our own troubles to porve our maturity... even though is the most inmature thing ever... haha...

we once predicted tat the first person who get married in our gangs is zizi...
n now it came true...
by then, tat seems so far aways frm us...
getting married, form own family...... it was soooo far away frm our stage then...
the reason for her position is:
"zizi is very reliant on her man...for she feel veri unsafe in relationship.."

anw, how i want to see her now... n her baby...
i wan to catch up wif her times over the yrs we lost contact...
i wan to see how she has changed...
zizi, i know u will never see tis post but i juz wan to tell u...
真的很替你高興
也很替你感動
我真的沒想到你那麼快就結婚了
人的一生中，總會遇到幾個一輩子難忘的人
雖然失去聯絡那麼久
但我還是不時掛念著你
總在夜很深的時候想起那個笑聲最響亮的女孩
國中兩年的日子
我們接觸到好多東西
好多我們人生中可能很難會在遇見的那種純真，執著，天真......
滄海桑田，是我曾經很喜歡的一句成語
如今的世界跟以前比真的可以用這句話來形容
我相信我們都變了
但對於過去回憶那份硬是保留下來的單純
我相信我們都不曾改變
真開心你作媽媽了
變媽媽了，不能像以前一樣那麼貪玩
要好好照顧寶寶
我不認識寶寶的爸爸
但玉婷，可可，慧婷及我......
寶寶會有一堆很疼他的阿姨叔叔的
也會在一個健康的環境下長大的
好想看看寶寶
看看你
希望一路走來，你變堅強了
作媽媽要堅強，不能看到蟑螂就會慌張的跳到桌子上...
祝福妳
真心的祝福妳
未來的人生，我們都要好好加油
.................................................................................
(for these dots, represent the unfinished story is still ongoing.....)

2.yunching steaded...
tis is the 2nd thing im so shocked in tis wk
juz now went to frenster
she left a msg to me
asked me how cum i disappear for long time
(usually we chatted online at least 4 times a wk...)
i think yunching is one of my best fren made in singapore...
for we do reali resemble each other too much... tat i mentioned b4 n nt the point
drop it...

these few days she was veri confused wif her relationship...
n gone thru a period of quite hard time, she go wif the guy, a singapore guy in german...
reali wish them... coz tis relationship is reali uneasy to be built...
n i oso neva expect tat they will go along wif each other one day
thanks god... thanks wateva things... they finally hav a happy ending...

our life keep changing at a pace tat we will never get to understand...
i realised we reali got to treasure wateva things in our hands n ppl ard me...
always, wifin a second, without our awareness, many things n times r gone forever...
im so happy for their happiness...
n it made me start thinking over my current life...
sth i gotto treasure, sth i gotto accept n sth i can never give up on...
happiness cum without informing...
n gone without our control...

3.went muchuan wif yuting n minwei
they obviously like the place... veri much... especially minwei, totally fascinated wif the atmosphere there...
the dang tat day is weiyang n michaell
yuting n minwei were totally fascinated by weiyang...
kept exclaiming tat how cute he is... smiled like a mashimaro... n summore he is their tjc senior... immediately plus so many impression marks...

4.yuting n jingxuan made up mind to learn vocal in muchuan
they will do it rite after their a level... for a quite funny reason...
coz jingxuan felt there was guy very shuai tot she nevq saw the guy before...
anw, glad tat they like muchuan, dun care for wateva reasons...haha...