MEmOry CoNtEMplaTioN



Resident:chengyao
Age:18
Do You Know Abt Me:
I am still searching for the thing that i have been looking for...

Bdae:12/oct/1987
Zodiac Sign:Libra
Want to scold me:fadigunvic@yahoo.com.tw
Location:Singapore, Taiwan
Current doing:feeding myself as a pig
Schools:Ngee Ann Polytechnic--Chinese Studies
Addicted:ASOS-xiao s, Mayday-Ah shin
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it simply tells everything of my memorable times in EVSS...thanks those who played important roles in my sec sch life...
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- | Saturday, May 14, 2005 | -
 
A VERY SUPER ULTIMATE BIG CONGRATULATION TO SIPING!!!!
SHE GET INTO NUS ARTS!!!!
(wuwuwu...pong, pong, pong....pang pang pang)<--firecrackers!!!
hav to say she so scheming, she suddenly giv out tis BIG new when we were walking to taka...summore she said it carelessly, was like...juz say say, if u dun care then i dun mind...tat knid of attitude...hahahaha...but it reali shocked the ppl there, ah du, songyu, leonard, jiahao n me!!!! i was thinking if i shld ask her how was the interview...but so afraid if she tell me a bad new (choi choi choi!!!!!)... so juz wait to hear frm her...
to my unexpectedness, she told us tis gd new when we were like thinking wat to eat n blah blah blah... like sumone throw u a BIG ball when u r standing there n watching other ppl playing...
but she reali done a very GD JOB!!!
hahaha...anyway, still a very big congratulation... know she had been worried abt her admission to NUS or NTU for a long time...n now she can finally relax n prepare to be a university student who always lead a beautiful n colorful life....wowowowowow....haha...

muchuan
as usual, i went for vocal lesson tis afternoon...today we can start practising the first song of our class...fen shou kuai le by liang jing ru... before tat he invited EVONNE n accompany to do the excercise we learned before agn...
the embarrased one is the LIPS VIBRATION... wat we r supposed to do is to blow air out thru mouth n vibrate the lips...so as to make a weird sound...
i was spilling more than vibrating my lips... so embarrased...everyone was looking at me n the excercise got spoilt by the stupid sound i made... coz it reali sounds veri funny n weird...take closer look, can even see few slight saliva spilled out accidentaly...
when is my turn to sing fen shou kuai le, i was reali very nervous, dunt know im so panic abt wat...onli three ppl there excluding me...n everyone of us quite close n familiar to one another...
(k lah...maybe im nt so close to zhiwei, coz he is a bit cold...haha...) juz very nervous...luckily i din make any big or serious mistake... ah du said all the ppl in class hav nt pitching prob... hoo...
after class, idled ard in muchuan office for awhile...then left for orchard wif ah du, leonard, songyu n jiahao...

orchard
ah du want to subscribe a blockband...internet...so we accompanied him to hello... during ah du n leonard chatting wif the reception personel there, jiahao songyu n i sit in the couch beside n chat... songyu told me alot abt huang cheng, he was a hwa chong student n he participated in huang chong both yrs in jc...first yr he was an actor, second yr he promoted to be a playwright... he got told me abt the drama he came out wif in tat yr...
it's a veri meaningful story...

it describe abt 6 ppl wif diff background n commit suicide at the same time... among the 6 of them, three was sent to a strange place when the god brought the rest three to the real heaven...means the three ppl left was nt rest in peace or rather...died completely...
each of the three was sent to a diff place n unknot a solicitude which is knoted tightly inside thier hearts wifout their awareness... they went thru diff circumstances n finally apprehend wat is the most important thing in the life...nt working...but the wife of a officeman n the aborted baby of a woman... the last person is a boss of a company...he was brought to his funeral...n he found the ppl their never shed a single tear for his passing away... he then went to a "TEAR BANK" n wifdraw "TEARS" frm there...he was a richman so supposedly he has abundant of tears even in tears bank... unexpectedly, when he open the big box which store his tears. he found only one tear inside the box...
in the end, he never say the passwaord he supposed to say in order to go heaven...tats is "money can not make everything possible"
the woman n the officeman said their passwords n brought to heaven... which is "i wish u (his wife) " n "........(i forgot...^^!!)" respectively...

the whole story was a series of unexpectedness...as songyu said...until the last minute, the audience can never figure out wat happened to the 3 ppl n who is died but who is nt...
after tat he got tok a lot abt huang cheng, it made me want to go hcjc more n more...
but i know unless i eat up my textbooks, i wont be able to even see the doorsill...
haiz...

after tat we went to meet siping meilian n xinrong... then we dined in yoshinoya in taka...
songyu sung some very funni songs which is the modified version of sum pop songs...
had a very fun time there...after tat we dismiss n head for our own homes...
siping very tired...meilian oso...so they took cab first...im a thrify boy so i din take wif them...hahaha...(its actually becoz i din wifdraw enough money lah...) hahaha...

on the way home, was thinking abt the moving house thing... simei is the place i stayed for the longest...

MY HOUSE MOVING HISTORY
Geylang Bahru----3 months (wif 2nd sis n her honey)
Aljunied----6 months (wif 1st sis)
Potong Pasir----3 moths (wif 1st sis)
Be dok----1 yr (wif 1st sis)
Simei----1.5 yr (still ongoing wif 1st sis n mom)

hope my next station can be a nearer to baoguan n muchuan...it's more convinient to go there le mah...hahaha...
- | Friday, May 13, 2005 | -
 
JUZ now watched SHOOT, i went for the programme recording few weeks ago...
its reali very weird to see urself on tv...feel like,

WHY AM I DOING THERE??=.=?

n i cldnt believe how disgusting my voice is...
TATS NT ME!!!!!!!
i shouted inside many many times...
n all i can say for my performance on tat day is...lousy?!

i din say too much, nth much is constructive...it reflected how influent n ineloquent my speaking skill is when i sat beside xiubin n other two guests...
xiubin is a gd speaker, confident n hav great sense of humour...
the girl sit beside me quite pitiful lah, frankly speaking...
she acted diao as a teen wif attitude prob...during recording she kept lowering her head n said "cant stand liao lah..."
in short, she is like "doing effect" for the programme, i heard it frm zhiwei n guanfang after recording...

btw, she is the "school flower" summore, was featured in friday weekly together wif xumao last yr...
so i asked her if she know xumao or nt, she then started looking everywhere n lost in words..."erm..erm...erm..."
haha....i said YOU R THE XIAO HUA (SCHOOL FLOWER) RITE??
was caught...she said...
xiubin din believe in the first place, coz the presnet her looks....nt like a school flower...
as in...nt as pretty as we expect a school flower to be...
unlike the one last yr, quite thin, n now....im nt in a position to say she is fat lah...coz im worse..

ANYWAY,
it's a reali memorable experience...thx xiubin, she kept encouraging me to speak out...
hooo...feel a sense of security sitting by her...hahaha...
n had quite fun chatting wif ppl there during break, im nt spreading any rumours...
but xu zheng rong always came n tok wif xiubin every break... n shift a lil attention to the rest of us at times...
xiubin is chio bu mah...haha...he kept calling her "mei nv, mei nv"....
haha... k lah...exaggerated a bit...but it's all based on truth oh....haha...

CONSLUSION
anyway, i made sum conclusion after watching todae programme...

1.im so FAT!!
2.my NECK cant even be seen coz of a fat layer of DOUBLE CHIN!!!
3.my face so OILY...but i remember xiubin kept crying for cold all the time...WATS WRONG WIF MY NERVE SYSTEM??
4.my thigh so THICK!!!
5.luckily my popcorn t-shirt covered my "pregnant" belly in a way
6.FAT!!FAT!!FAT!! IM SO FAT!!

my flesh seems to be conquering my face n submerging my "facial features"... my eyes, nose, lips, mouth...r getting smaller n smaller....
OMG!!!! sumone cum n save me....!!!!
will my face be a mass of flesh one day???
gosh...!!!!!!
Mr Tahir...where r u??? (to those who dunt know who is Mr. Tahir, he is my tcher-in-charge of TAF club...)

haiz... forget it, im the kind of person who want to be thin but dun want to go tough club...
 
NEXT week one more paper, then my mid-yr exam officially end...
talk abt my performance tis time, it's fair.

english
the essay n formal letter tis time should be the best pieces among the ones i did in school. i cant point out the distinctions, but after the paper, for once i would look forward to seeing my result. for paper2, as wat i said over the days, i almost fell asleep during the paper, n was waken up by Mr Tahir summore. i anyhow copied n scribbled down the summary then throw myself into a nice n peaceful(quiet!) sleep...by then Mr Tahir had left already...

Combine human
social studies Okae... though i followed my tradition tat leave the last SBQ qn blank, as not enough time to finish up...in the end of the test, my hands was like shiverung itself, automatically, out of my control... can only take advandage of the speed n quickly jot down watever i was thinking... cant even check if the spelling n grammar r correct or nt...
geog is reali given up. i admit, i din study the nite before lah, all my focus was on emath, never expected tat it cum out emath quite easy n geog very tricky...
one qn abt manufacturing i reali almost left it blank, first time for my exam, only written down few factors... before i want to put in more craps, times up!
i remember the qn is like
wat impacts r brought to singapore if more MNCs set up their branch (invest in) in here?
looks very easy, but my answer too resemble the last qn one, so i dared nt to write down...n kept staring at the qn ...

combined science
physic OKae, chemistry was also killing me... those topics expected to cum out never cum out... haiz... so it's nt use to predict the exam qns before... next week got paper1...juz hope can do better, though the marks doesnt contribute a lot to my final result...

higher chinese
paper1 oso ok, but paper2 reali crushed my spec (die po yan jing~!!). the compre is soooo hard, oso for once i cant do... i din even know where to copy the amswer frm the text... at last, i juz written down watever came to my mind...

amath
paper1 screwed, paper2 ok...but the heavy loss of marks in paper1 can never be made up for juz pass... actually paper1 is nt hard, perhaps i din hav enough sleep last nite, or i used a wrong way to revise...when i see the qn, i juz could nt squeeze any formulae or solution to put into the qns...
paper2 is ok, at least for one whole qn i think i can get it all rite...

qns r nt difficult, but juz couldnt answer it... should do more practises for each subjects...
but anyway, now reali feel like im a "O" candidate... quite excited...haha...coz previously i din hav any feeling tat im sitting for a "O" tis scary exam the end of tis yr...
everytime see dongdong, jiahao, tj, liling n jinjuan... n my classmates, so worried abt their exams n looks so stressed... i was juz wondering it still has a long long time to go before "O" or prelim..
especially yuru, she even show me the details of her studying shedules n warned me tat there is nt much time left if u deduct the time u used for schooling n sleeping n eating...etc, for u to study n prepare for "O"...
as for qianqian, i still couldnt see the stress frm her face or wat...haha...
for me, at least now i can calm down n study...
jiayou jiayou jiayou...
all my frens
jiayou!!!!!
- | Wednesday, May 11, 2005 | -
 

at muchuan, the night before yunching leaving for taiwan, german then.  Posted by Hello
 
has been 4 months time since my last entry...
it's a long story if i want to update ALL the things happened over the days in tis blog
i believe in my memory so i wont trace back n record down
anyway, only few things to represent the life im leading now

1.school--"o"level
2.baoguan
3.muchuan

5 months away frm the big big "o", i got to buck up frm the momet NOW... nt long time ago, i was actually in a dilemma of either going jc or poly, though im still nt confirmed if i can be admitted in jc or nt...
on the surface, its a wise choice to go jc as more academical subjects r offered
but im really already fed up wif the strict system in these schools...in other words the piles of strict laws n rules posed on u once u r in their uniform...
the times i wear uniform to go school has already been 6 yrs, excluding primary school days...
of course i dunt want to be in a cloth standing for a honor of a school anymore...
few days ago, i raised tis topic in the chatting wif weizheng...
to his very shock, he said how can i go poly??
i think in a hwa chong institution student's context, going poly means a gloomy future ahead...
he said its a quite stupid desition to go poly, A level qualification is much more valuable than a diploma...
even u want to apply for the universities abroad, higher chances r the students wif "A" qualification get admitted...
i remeber a time when tj said she may be going poly n then got scolded by weizheng...
am i a chinless person??
but who wants to make a unsuitable desition which might gamble on its future??
haiz...forget it,
life juz once, so wat if i made a wrong desition?? life will never turn back, wat i experience it's wat i gain...
there muz a path going down, the difference is the view n scene i will be watching along the way...
life is beautiful, no matter wat is chosen to construct the bridge heading for the end of life...

baoguan
orientation is over, it's really a very memorable times to do the prepararion works in advance...
reminded me of the last yr culture camp, enjoy working wif ppl like aileen liuzhen siping tj weizheng n xiubin...etc.
ruiying greeted a group of newbies, a brand new power pour into ruiying, txy club...
got to say they all very cute...they always meet before cuming to baoguan, without informing tingjie or weizheng, leaders... can see the frenship is there already...
reminded me of the 19 batch frens, sadly, only a few are still alive...happily, i made sum frens frm other gp n other batch...
start rushing huixun right after our mid-yr...

muchuan
i registered for vocal class in muchuan nt long ago...thanks siping, she brought me to muchuan tis wonderful n cosy place... right after first visit, jiahao n i decided to register for the vocal class, become the classmates of siping n shimei...
knew a-du tis guy, he is my vocal tcher...god knows how he can sing so well?? n how funny he is...classical is his imitation of BAO YA ZHEN in movie kongfu hustle
n oso, saw jianhua the man who had been fascinating siping the days before...
n oso saw other members of monster, meilian ximei, super funny ah... n other ppl...
so now i almost go muchuan at least once a week, to learn vocal...

tats roughly the life of mine nowadays...
changed a new blogskin, think tis time my passion (or determination?!) on writing post can last longer, at least wont hav a such long break in middle...
hopefully...haha...

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