lets post wat had happened tis two days~
yest went to caixun place to play mahjong wif weizheng after doing huixun in baoguan ard 7plus
weizheng is actually a nice person i found~~so farni tat guy~~haha~~
went to the hawker centre to buy "loads" of "xia bing" n "sui gui"~
spent ard 17$ i think~~
after tat went to shopnsave to buy "loads" of tibitzs n drinks~
haha~~
seems like we were going for a party~~
homepa~haha~~
when ariived, saw sleepy jing n leqiao thy sat one the couch~~
obvious played a whole daylong le~~
leilei came rite after we started the "party"~~
(a party wif xia bing n sui gui....nice.....)
five of us then sat in front of tv eat diner~~
chatting eating gossiping chatting eating gossiping n watching watching tv~~
finally the mahjong session START!!!!
weizheng dunt understand the rules so continue watching tv n lieing on the sofa~~
leilei said tat she never play REAL mahjong before~~
wahkao~~tat muz be a lie~~coz she play damn well~~
even better than me<---tats nt quite hard, precisely~^^!! caixun watch tv wif weizheng~~so the "war fire" lightened among me leilei jing n leqiao~~ jing is a pro player~~so winning is quite common to her~~ leilei the liar said she din used to real mahjong in the first place...(i was overjoyed inside coz i can finally earn money frm a rookie...hahaha...but truth prove me wrong!!!!)...she played so well~~ "acting like pig then eating tiger"~~ a chinese old saying goes.... leilei is tat kinda person~~!!!hahaha~~ after my dear xiao s appear on tv, i cease the fire for her first~~ caixun then join n jing take over my seat in order to earn more money back for me(i lost loads of coins no long after start~) so i chat wif weizheng while whatch xiao s~~ after xiao s, caixun got a chinese movie played~~which is talking abt a angel who came to human realm n help ppl for the status as student in the skul~she got expelled by the skul wif fun know wat reason~~ but it's very funny~~caixun is rite~~funny leh~ weizheng went home for the sake of his life coz his mama warned him if he din go home wifin wat time, she wld nt let him see the sun of tomoro~ so he left n caixun went bed oso, she gotto work tomoro~~so get bed early~~ so me leqiao jing leilei~~play mahjong n chatting away~~ found leqiao is a VERY FUNNY guy~~haha~~oways say lots of jk~~haha~~ leilei n jing oso~~ haha~~~ tot tat, iwas still LOSING MONEY!!!!! everytime i nearly to win, there were oways a person come first than me~~ leilei the liar won lots of coin~~ leqiao is oso a propayer~~ nt to mention jing~~ so the loser of the day is me!!!!!>but fortunately, got won some games but got very less money back....compared to those i pay to others in one game~~~
still chattingm joking playing~~
n of course eating tibitzs~~
until ard 4plus~~
my eyelid felt like a heavy stone....
jing is worse......crying for tiredness all the time....
leqiao still winning while leilei still lieing n earning money while i was still paying money......
until the last game i LOST ALL OF MY COINS...finally got bankrupt...
thanks for their caringness tat worry abt if i got money to take cab home(joking lah, we din play real money mah...luckily din play wif real money...^^!!)
jing crawed back to room then
n leqiao leilei me watch tv
n criticising the storyline~~
haha~~a very touching drama series made very fuuny by them~~haha~~
after tat, play the dices wif leilei while leqiao stil watch tv~~
leilei is really dices player~~like a clown~~haha~~know how to use the cup to fetch the dices in n shake it to make it bump to n fro in the cup~~
wah~~~so lihai~~
she taugh me how to play~~
but dunt know wat i oways turned to be like a cripple~~
so we gave up finally n watch a movie wif leqiao~~
tat movie talks abt a famous woman who schem to kill her son in law~~
a nice show~~
after tat, we left for our homes~~
leqiao finallly go home le~~~hahaha~~~
i slept on the cab~~when i woke up, i frightened by the fare shown~~
$20...
n which is still uping~~
once got home, fell into bed then sleep~~~
spent a very nice nite in caixun place.......
ZZZ.....

 
went to qing gong yan today~
maybe i woke up to early~~ard 5plus~~
i went to bed ard 7 agn~~
n woke up agn at 12:10~~by weizheng's calling~~
the starting time of celebration is 11:30.....
shit man~~
i quickly went down n take cab for there~~
we ate steamboat todae~
chat wif those cute txy~~n played a game~~secret number~~
i lost in one game n ate a spoon of superspicy de chilly~~>.drunk lots of drinks after tat~~
after tat, went back to baoguan by bus~~
do huixun huixun huixun agn.........
but in the middle of it, went to play pool in baoguan wif leqiao weiali weizheng siping n liuzhen~
so fun~~!!!!
went back for huixun agn~~
saw some culture camp members in sph coz they came for the article of culture camp~~
qq asked me to go xumao's concert in vjc wif her n some other guys~~
in the first place, liuzhen me leqiao n one kunlun members were going~~
but the kunlun members FAINT somehow~~
liuzhen said he is nt interested but go caixun place to play mahjong~
weizheng's excuse is tat his mama will kill him if let her know he is going to vjc~~n go back ard 10~~
leqiao went for movie wif xiaoying n xiaohan~~dumped us~~haha~~
so it end up only me a qq going~
we spent lots of time in the discussion room wif biaogang jing xinyao weilai...etc~~
talking lots of things~~
qq n i then took cab for vjc~~
took tickets frm reception~then went to the concert hall~~
no so silent night~~the name of the concert~
saw xumao play trumpet~
qq is so happy~~haha~~but she kept denying hav crush on xumao coz she known he got gf oreidi~hahaha~~
tats really a nice show~performance~
like it very much, honestly speaking~~!!!
after tat, took bus to payalebar wif qq~~
chatted over many things~~
then i transfered train to go home~~
think tats all for today.......

on the way home, i recalled all the things happened in tis holidays~~
all r so memorable~!!
culture camp~~
n all my sweet memories r built up by those cute txy~~
i treasure all these days n things happened!!
let me name all those i known better in tis holidays
full od thankness n loving for them
qq, jing, caixun, biaogang, yiwei, eileen, xianzhu, leilei, leqiao, xiaoying, weizheng, liuzhen, weilai, xumao, ailin, siping, amelia, yuru, xinyao, yimin, jinx......n many many more
my dear quanzhen members n other members as well....^^
n of course those who have been my best frens~~^^
yuting, tingjie, zhanghe, yijun n huifen~~
felt mixed feelings.......
skull reopen is ard the corner...
hope the frenship will last forever....tats the only wish i made for today....
honestly....................

ps. nt feeling very well recently......so juz post wat happened...like daily schedule....maybe is coz of tat person...juz hope i can recover soon......the day is forthcoming....i wish.....

how i wish to listen to ur heart but tat never open for me for once......
i tried to get closer to u...but i dunt want u to discover the love falling for u....
i always see u frm distance......
the longest distance in tis world is nt between life n death...
but i stand in front of u, u never know tat i luv u....

 
blogging became a habit of mine...i found...tot i m so tired today...but still cant stop myself frm opening the blog n post...
maybe it will be kicked after the skul reopen...nothing more to busy wif other than studying...
i m going to be a bookworm huddle up in lib everyday...
i can imagine how dreadful my life of next year will be...
wat happened today...
still went to baoguan once i got up...
huixun huixun huixun....
chat wif yijun ailin tingjie weizheng silei yanyi zixuan xiaoying xiaohan xinyao n one photographer whole day long...
we pull down the soprts txy to help wif our huixun...
we take photo of each one...xumao is one of them...
a busy chairperson in sports txy...when we went to zaobao, saw him sitting in front the com n typing their gao...
after tat, still doing huixun n chatting....
the comic club ppl so funny...like silei...
like the feeling tat everyone sit together n chat wif one another.....
after tat, went to far east to eat ramen tat ailin recommended...
ramen ten...
nt bad...
jing, caixun n kenny joint us later...
had a quite happy times...
but when paying the bill, we found one of us din pay his or her ordering...
silei n weizheng then settle tat wif thier own money...
was going to caixun place to play mahjong wif jing n silei...
but at the last moment mama called me to go home...
so cancelled the mahjong session in the end...
walk to mrt wif silei...
how come still feel so lonely today...
nt becoz any of my frens who stay beside me...
i juz can cheer up...
i guess i m still thinking of the person......
how i want to see the person...
on the way home, britney spears <> almost made me sob....
n <>...my fav. song...
tot i dunt understand the language...but the melody seems can still stream into my heart n tell wat i m thinking abt...
my very true feelings...nt one understand...music is the very only exit for the discharging of sadness...
i think tats the reason i luv japan...n its culture...
think tats all for today....
lonely ppl must be responsible for their own loneliness...
quote a famous writer words.......

 
today i realised a very scary thing...
I HAVE SPENT ONE AND HALF A HOLIDAYS LE...
god...so amny things i planned to do still havnt done...
gosh...want to eat shit man...
so...i decided!!!!!
i will stop wasting my precious time from tomoro on...
lets list wat i m going to do now..
1.do my holiday assignments----start tomoro, ask frens wat r the assighments...
2.do huixun---start frm tomoro...spent the rest of my holidays on it
3.write the book introducing de gao----finish tomoro
4.finish the gao owe zhiwei n huixun----finish today

...................
listed le...but still feel very uncomfortable or lonely...
feel like my part of my heart is hollow...can hear the echo of loneliness when be quiet n listen carefully......
i think i still go stn which i havnt finished...
i din reach the aim i set at the beginging of the holidays...
i associated wif the person...
so miss the person...
want to see the person agn...
n the person's smile...
the warmth of the person's smile may be able to lighten up my black hollow heart...
juz want to see the person agn...n talk to the person...
tot i will never be the person's gd fren or wat...
juz want to see person agn....
i know i will have very less chance to see the person in the future...
so far nt saw the person many times...
en....twice or three times...maybe...
juz want to see the person....

plus the undo homework...
n the forthcoming hard year...
i felt the echo of loneliness in my heart sound agn......

 
today went to caixun house to play mahjong...as i said yest...
10plus woke up... saw the mes sent frm leqiao...
"wld u like to go beauty world to play pool at 11:30wif my fren then go caixun house??"

see the time....
11:00...
beauty world--- newton mrt station---take maybe 1 hr---take bus---take maybe 15min...
by rite i wld be there by 12:15...if no jam......
think abt it for few seconds....
decided to slide into back the blanket...^^!
see the time he sent...
4:15AM....

wah...so energetic...wake up so early ah?!or never sleep i think...haha...
but still feel sorry for tat...think next time ask him out for pool agan lor...

1:00 meet liuzhen at newton mrt station...
i tot i wld be late for few mins...but received liuzhen's mes at 1:00 when id juz reached newton..he said he wld be late for ten mins coz of car jammed...
ohoh...

"know wat?! i hav been waiting here for half an hr oredi le... i sent to him...
haha...juz woke up...so juz want to lie to him for nothing...haha...^^!!

when i on my way towards the exit...a very handsome angmo block me n ask me if i m DANNY OR NT??!!
wat the hell danny??

"not...u mistook..."
"ohoh...."
trying to leave him...
"wait wait...may i know wats ur name??"
i told him...
"where r u frm??"
"taiwan..."
"ohohoh....taiwan de peng2 you3 ah...(fren frm taiwan...)"he suddenly changed to chinese...

shocked!!! his chinese so damn gd...n why he accost me ah???
i m nt "beautiful" n i think he is nt gay...haha...
the first time i met a person accost me...haha...excluding those who do ask me for donation or wat...haha...

"do u believe god??"
nope!!i trust in myself more than GOD...
"yeah..."
i simply cant say NO to stranger...tats my greatest shortcoming...
finaly dawn to me...he is juz a missionary...n try to pull me into the world of christianity...
"r u interested in christian??"
"yeah...especially on christmas..."<---MY GREATEST CHORTCOMING AGN...

afetr a short conversation...
"thanks...see u..."i waved to him n smiled...<---i got to say i m really a hypocrite... god...i told myself...wasted a day agn...damn it...!!! liuzhen din keep his promise... he reached 20mins later than he said... he is oso nt familiar to the route to caixun place... we ring for stopping one stop after the stop where jing wait for us... caixun house looks very comfortable...^^ n a very cute doggy there... we played almost whole day long... liuzhen, jing, leqiao n his fren one item, n me...
liuzhen n jing quite pro in mahjong...haha...win so many counters...
ard 4:00 leqiao n his fren left for another date first...n came back later...

caixun joint to battle then...
caixun din know how to play mahjong...so we taught her by playing wif her...
she learnt very FAST...after few games she stopped asking us qns n became very focused in the game...

jing started showing her strength le...
win one game after one game...so pro...n everytime she oways quietly EAT ppl's tablet<--dunt know how to say tat cube cube thing...haha...)n HU2 the game.... wah....very pro leh...so skilled... in a certain game, we had juz played one round, she eat liuzhen's tablet n won the game... so fast... broke the record i ever saw...haha... jing is really very pro de shuo... in addtion, liuzhen oso nt bad...understand lots abt mahjong... caixun oso nt bad...won few games after she knew the rules...very clever as well.. haha...

chat during gaming...
but most of the times we very focused in our PAIs...
so nice playing mahjong wif them^^
n as i said those r interesting n farni ppl...cant stop making me laughing crack up...haha... they so cute...

caixun made a call to leqiao...
"hello??leqiao ah?? can bring diner when u come after u finish ur stuffs..."
haha...leqiao so kind...will bring diner for us...

continue playing...
chated lots of stuffs...
after 10 plus, leqiao finally came back wif bags of food n drinks... wah...we almost hungered to death le...haha....^^
he brought rotiplata n cokes...
sit at the table n ate it...
still chating...
n watching tv....
after tat came home wif liuzhen by cab.... past a very nice day...
anyway, thanks caixun^^invited me over to the mahjong session...u so farni n cute de shuo...haha...^^
thanks jing n liuzhen...taught me a mahjong lesson...haha...^^
thanks leqiao....brought food for us...u r the BEST of the world...haha...^^
ok lah...think tats all for today...
still owe zhiwei gao...
MY GODDD!

ps. the wordy blog still worsening...haha...next time try writing less lor..

 

boxiang...i did really like tis pic...very cute...^^..he was 1.5 old...now he is 2 yr old le...n cuter as well...haha...^^ 

 
shit...juz now chat with xuxin wangdan n their fren frm fujian daiqiang while my mum came to use the com.
she accidentally deleted all my words typed for blog...
so everything deleted...all in vain le...haiz...
ok... lets start frm the beginging agn..

todae woke up by my siss non stop calling...she want me to bring the boy who homestay in her house out today...
a liitle bit frustrated as i went to bed very late last nite...or i shld say"juz now"...slept only 5hrs before woke up...

ate beehoon in my sis house n chocked by the spicy...wah...my thraot felt like burning...
it's more painful wif more water passing thru...(<---wah...rhyming yeah...haha...so proud of myself haha...^^)
boxiang still very cute...walk ard me say"a bah a bah"<---dunt know wat it means...i din learn infant language before...
so cute still...gave him a very big kiss...but he act like being molested n try to struggle to free himself...wif his small palm pat my hands...haha...so cute...
after release him, he then start agn proding me into looking at him call me "a bah a bah"...
so cute...^^...

the boy quite talkative actually...latest discovery...nt so quiet as i first saw him...maybe its becoz his mama n papa were going to leave him behind...so he try to be a gd child n relieve their worries abt him...it muz be a tough desision for them to make... left a 12yr old boy in a foreign country...

my sis kept telling him how gd s,pore lib is...tats true...it accompanied me thru the times i used to miss my home n cry...
collections of book n novel... will never feel bored in lib...

ard 1:30 we set off... on the way there, he still talk lots things abt china n his hometown to me...
talkative child...haha...
everytime go lib, the first thing is of course going straight to chinese books area...
correction!!!!i never been to english books area.......got lah precisely, but very seldom...
english for me is juz a official language used in skul!!tats it!!!
he seems nt so interested in reading, he juz took some sport magzines n flip thru like nt reading it...

a very special conversation by then......
"here got sui3 xu3 or nt??"
"?????sui3 xu3??"
"u dunt know wat is sui3 xu3??"
i shook my head...
"it's sui3 hu3 zhuan4 lah"said him wif a smile looks pleased wif himself...
i can feel the "cold sweat"at back of my head...
cld juz say the humourous in china is so diffrent frm taiwan or singapore...
or it maybe the so called generation gap..he is 5 yrs younger than me after all......

i din care wether he likes to read the novels he took or nt...haha... i found a very nice book...which is talking abt the black magic...the background is set in present days...it seems so real...the author so li hai....

ard 4pm think...we finally left for tampines mall... before tat i took a little nap as i saw he start feeling interested in the magzines he took...
everything i do is always very reasonable de hahaha...
went to the teathre...

incredibles...19:15
polar express...20:05
national treasure...17:25

dunt know which to watch...
i asked him for his opinion...
he point at the supers in the poster...
19:15 yeh... so late...^^!!

i made a call to eileen n ask her is national treasure nice or nt...
ring..................................
never answer.........

ok lah...incredibles lor...i think it muz be very nice...coz heard joyce(<--yuru if u dunt know) say how nice the show is before,in the culture camp..

ok... so where to spent the next 3 hrs???
went down to the mai dang lao coz my sis said he likes to eat burer...
until now, we had still been chatting wif each other...
trying nt to make him feel bored n lonely here...it's nt his home after all...

he told me how expensive the burger n french fries n chicken wings in china is...
so shocked...but he said kfc is very popular in china...
any linkage between the last two sentence i said??
expensive macdolnald has really nothing to do wif popular kfc...
but both r frm the boy's mouth...
i oso dunt know wats the linkage...^^!!

after tat we went to look shoes...he kept telling me how he luv a brand called.....called wat ah??
forgot le...but tat is nt important...
he juz kept telling how he feels towards some brands...
i got to say lots of name are translated into chinese which i seldom or never heard before...
so quite hard for me to take over his words...^^!!
i can hardly see the generation gap between us agn...

we went to record shops n he told me abt the movies he watched...

finally its getting to be 7:00 so we went up n take seats...
irritated by the kid sitting behind me...when we juz sat down, he kick the back of my seat...
dunt care if he is on purpose or nt
"excuse me!!!" i shout at him...
i hav to say i m nt in a good mood by then...maybe is becoz i din get enough sleep...
watever lah...at least dunt affect the boy's mood..

the movie is very nice as joyce said...
the supers so cool...
especially the mr.incredibles...haha...he so cute when he sit in the little office where the space r mostly occupied by his strong upper body...haha...
elastic gal cool oso...haha...very farni..the way they talk...
who i luv most is...
anna!!!!(dunt know wat is the spelling of the name correctly...but is the person who make cloths for supers...)
haha...i like the manner she talk... cool...never let ppl who talk to to speak before she finish...
she looks juz like my super idol xiao s!!!!
wait..............
how come she looks more n more familiar?!
likes a person i met before......
suddenly forgot the person's name...but the way they speak is actually the same...
..............................
oh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i know le.....
our dear ex chuban....LI JIAN HUI!!!!
he is totally diffrent from my dear xiao s!!!!!
it cant be!!!!
haha....nt so bad lah....
anyway, it's a very nice show....

after tat, went straight home...
received a message....
tomoro go caixun home play mahjong...
TATS GREAT!!!!^^
wait....but my mahjong is awfully poor leh...
huh???i turn ard n see the boy beside me...
heyhey...

"can teach me how to play mahjong??"
"oh...sure...."
haha...know tat he can play mahjong...haha...ask him to teach me some...hahaha....

after got my sis house, he start telling me wat to take note when playing mahjong...
so touching...he did even wrote a note for me...hahaha...
spent some time in his room chat wif him...
he "acted" few xiao ping for me...
he looks so enthu...so everytime i got to leave n he said he got another one to show me...i cld juz sit down n wach it...
i laugh n laugh away...my frens frm china...is xiao ping nice to be acted by non actor???
he very enthu...tats the only thing i cld say...

now i confirmed tat

THE GENERATION GAP BETWEEN US IS REALLY EXIST!!!

haha...ok lah....
he is a very nice guy as a whole...
went home after tat...
chat lots of stuff wif xuxin n wangdan...they were fetching their fren...daiqiang...his gf is frm taipei...he told me...haha...
ok lah...time for bed....

ps.my blog is more n more wordy i found...haiz...juz let it be.....