a fren is in a crossroad of love recently...
im wondering if love is sth tat cant last for long...
ok... i never trust LOVE tis kind of thing
maybe its bcuz i saw too many ppl get hurt frm it
too many disappointment to stumble ppl
or i juz din possess it so i din noe wat luv is actualli abt...

anw, e fren met a man better than her boyfren...
she said she din compare e man wif her boyfren
she juz realised tat there r men better than her boyfren
e setbacks in their relationships accelerate e sense of untrustworth rise in e fren's heart...
i cant say for sure if she din reali take comparison of e man n her current boyfren...
anw, she found she is tired of e relationship now...
n want to seek for a change no matter on grounds of e man who treat her better than her boyfren does...

e man has e sensitiveness tat she cld never find within e boyfren...
e man give her a sentiment tat she is being treasured as sth valuable
nt like a normal family member tat boyfren din always giv a shit to her feelings towards many respects...
she sway... between e ambiguous feeling between her n e man n e old relationship wif boyfren...
she need to make a decision...
theres no one can never avoid being hurt... n theres no one who will win frm this love war...
love is never a battle...
its juz like a well, u willing to jump in, u will never climb up back with no scratches n hurt over ur body...
maybe love is destinied to be a tragedy... i dunnoe
as wat i said, i never jump into tis well,
i dun noe wat is inside tat pull me dwn whenever i wld start thinking of getting out of it...
hope my fren will choose a path tat can make e hurts slashing on them to e least...

love is a selfish thing, i insist...
love is nt pitiness, is nt painkiller, nt sth used to escape frm things u muz face...
be honest to urself, u wont get hurt too badly, neither wld ur loveones...
only sum emotional knots to be unlosened...
i dunnoe
as wat i said, i never loved before

 
so the orientation is over...
i was rather sad when the orientation night is approaching the end... the orientation i can see the whole comm reali out in a lot of efforts

i was reali veri impressed by the orientation night... at first the deco had already shiok me much, the deco is reali tally wif the theme "disco night", the music, the light, the clothes....
super well done, those who organised orientation night...
the emcee, dianjun n silei, were oso veri impressing, its their first time hosting (at least in txy evenvts), they were nt shy at all...
n dianjun's hung up performance was reali e climax, i luv it, haha, n e super high atmosphere, i reali enjoyed e orientation!!
sumtimes i reali think its nt how our works be marked tt matters, its e whole process tt counts, our works may be forgotten one day, but the memory of all of us will last forever...


thruout the camp, there r sum ppl i wan to thank to
first of all, my best partners, meizhu n xiaohan
it was reali veri fun working wif them
i will nv forget e times we discuzing abt the games on phone n the non stop laughters
thanks meizhu, u made the whole organising process a lot more interesting
n xiaohan, thanks for always being there wheneva i had any prob
u guided us along, sum shortcuming were nv be spot by us
its reali a pity tt u were busy for e 3 days of orientation, u cldnt see how our works paid off...
but thanks, it will nv be pull thru without anyone of u... :)

next, thanks aileen n siewping
e most impt ppl in a event is the yingzhang(overall in charge), maybe ppl cldnt see how they helped us ina visible way, but they were like e pillars of the event, without them, e event cant go on smoothly, who guide us when there r things wrong?? who do e decision when there r difference in e opinions?? thank our two cute n funni yingzhang for supportting e 3 days event thruout...
u two made the whole event veri happening n interesting, a lot of new ideas were injected tt made tis yr orientation stand out
sorri tt if theres any imperfections n failures
n thanks for the comm performance, u guys' ideas won e claps, tt sound in my memory always...
i luv tis orientation!!

thanks to wenxian,
thanks for always being there help us when we were in need, those logistic cldnt be prepared without ur helps, hope ur retribution will be reflected in ur block test result, surely u will do well de... :)

thanks to other ppl who were in e events,
tis event wont be so interesting without any single of u, u guys made it memorable, i will always rmb how we play with those wanhui deco, how we rehearse the performance, how we tried to lowere our volume when we chitchat during the talk...

thanks those ruiying ppl as well
billy, thanks for being there when ruiying cums to any prob, i noe u r e best zuzhang i cant ask for more :)
weizheng, thanks for making the orientation booklet, tt was so impresive when i first saw it
xingdan, thanks for e coordination of all the contacts, u helped so much tt i dunnoe how to pay u back
huimei, thanks for accompanying the members thruout the 3 days, xin ku ni le
tingjie, jiashuai, yinghui, jieying, wenjing, yiwei, shimin, thank u all my dears to cum down n play wif our newbies
last but nt e least, thank all my dearest 21th newbies
i luv u guys!!!! u rux e 3 day orientation!!!
i wld nv hav to worried abt ur performance n all that, u guys worked so smoothly n well
i noe im nt e best leader, but im veri sure tt every single one of u is the best member of all!!!!
hope we will hav more n more chances to learn n work together in the future!!! :)

juz now on e way home on bus wif tingjie n huixiang, gladys tok to us abt the zhangxin camp (palm)
i was badly regret tt i cldnt join e camp 4 yrs ago...
tat was sooooo funni n interesting...
ever since i join txy, e annual camp was replaced by the cultural camp...
we din hav e chance to hav a camp of our own tt we can play wif one another...
every single game, moments tt mentioned by huixiang made me more jealous of them bit by bit
i reali hope during my times in txy, there will be a camp like tt, tt imprinted on my mind foreva n eva...
actualli if it is agreed, why nt e 4 activitist of tis yr organised a camp like tt together, surely it will be veri fun n memorable de, if it work out like palm... :)