today yuting sms me during the school hour...
she said her bf, ex bf precisely, read my blog n felt very upset towards wat i wrote here...
sum things to clarify here...hey!!mr.km, i know u will see it, so for sum of it is specially writen for u...
wondering why u r called KM??? ask urslef why u call me "SPH BOY" behind me first...

1. i can say i din write anything here... n i dun know what make u so upset either...

2.u may think im the one who stand in the way of ur relationship... im nt interested to ruin ur relationship, but as yuting's best fren, i shld giv her realistic n useful advises!!! since she had made it very clear tat u doesnt suit her... why muz u pester her all the way???

i know u hate me very much, so politeness is nt required...

u look wat u hav done over the days, dont u think u r nearly becuming a psycho??
u added all the frens under yuting's frenster....
n msg one by one...
u added her frens on ur msn who doesnt know u at all...
u show ur anger in front of her n the next moment u cry n beg her for patching relationship...
.......n more n more...
cant u see yuting is getting farer n farer as u getting more n more paranoid???
u cld be a gentleman n end tis unsuitable relationship wif a smile...
at least u will hav a very gd impression in her heart forever...
5 yrs later, or 10 yrs, when she recall abt u, the person appear in her mind is a tender n caring guy she wld never get....

n now, she is so afraid of u... n wat u hav done...
it was a pity if she lose a guy like u.... but now she made a best choice tat leave u early, coz we cant imagine wat will u do if she drag the relationship down.......

pls wake up n face the reality... she doesnt love u anymore....
she used to, as i can tell... at least tis relationship is nt wasted... wat the most precious is the times u two spent together....
n the memories...
i know its hard to face the reality tat the person u love doesnt luv u......
there is sumthing u can pursue...
but there is sumthing u cant...
like love... it's a two way relationship (sounds familiar, da niel??)
it cant move on without the devotion of either side...
n obviously yuting stop giving anything to tis relationship...
she is oso upset to understand tat u r nt the one who can promise her a future she wants...
it's too overboard to tok abt it...
the conclusion is juz tat, she has given up on tis relationship... there is nt point u playing wif urself n pretend to be in luv wif a person who has withdraw...

if only we can be in luv wif a person who luv us oso...
it's reali veri sad to see the one u luv looking at others...
but nt u....
u can find a place n mourn over tis relationship...
but pls giv her wat u can only giv her at last...
tats freedom...
she deserve it, so do u...
adjust ur lifestyle...
the life is still going on with ur rainy mood...
is sad...i wont tell u dun be sad.... coz its hard to put down sth u luv but dont belong to u...

hope it can make u understand wat im thinking abt...
pls off ur hands... two of u r reali nt suitable to go along...

khairil, i promised i will learn the song "bukan cinta biasa" overnight... n sing to u tml...