MEmOry CoNtEMplaTioN
Resident:chengyao
Age:18
Do You Know Abt Me:I am still searching for the thing that i have been looking for...
Bdae:12/oct/1987
Zodiac Sign:Libra
Want to scold me:fadigunvic@yahoo.com.tw
Location:Singapore, Taiwan
Current doing:feeding myself as a pig
Schools:Ngee Ann Polytechnic--Chinese Studies
Addicted:ASOS-xiao s, Mayday-Ah shin

it simply tells everything of my memorable times in EVSS...thanks those who played important roles in my sec sch life...
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- | Tuesday, March 21, 2006 | -
a fren is in a crossroad of love recently... im wondering if love is sth tat cant last for long... ok... i never trust LOVE tis kind of thing maybe its bcuz i saw too many ppl get hurt frm it too many disappointment to stumble ppl or i juz din possess it so i din noe wat luv is actualli abt...
anw, e fren met a man better than her boyfren... she said she din compare e man wif her boyfren she juz realised tat there r men better than her boyfren e setbacks in their relationships accelerate e sense of untrustworth rise in e fren's heart... i cant say for sure if she din reali take comparison of e man n her current boyfren... anw, she found she is tired of e relationship now... n want to seek for a change no matter on grounds of e man who treat her better than her boyfren does...
e man has e sensitiveness tat she cld never find within e boyfren... e man give her a sentiment tat she is being treasured as sth valuable nt like a normal family member tat boyfren din always giv a shit to her feelings towards many respects... she sway... between e ambiguous feeling between her n e man n e old relationship wif boyfren... she need to make a decision... theres no one can never avoid being hurt... n theres no one who will win frm this love war... love is never a battle... its juz like a well, u willing to jump in, u will never climb up back with no scratches n hurt over ur body... maybe love is destinied to be a tragedy... i dunnoe as wat i said, i never jump into tis well, i dun noe wat is inside tat pull me dwn whenever i wld start thinking of getting out of it... hope my fren will choose a path tat can make e hurts slashing on them to e least...
love is a selfish thing, i insist... love is nt pitiness, is nt painkiller, nt sth used to escape frm things u muz face... be honest to urself, u wont get hurt too badly, neither wld ur loveones... only sum emotional knots to be unlosened... i dunnoe as wat i said, i never loved before
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